1. The past keeps coming back
Today is one of those days/in which i feel like shit/in which i wanna cry/in which i wanna die/coz i am thinking of you and i still love you/and i can do nothing/to bring you back/coz you´re part of the past/but the past´s coming back/it keeps coming back…/today is one of those days in which I feel like hell/and I don´t wanna try/my sadness comes alive/coz i´m thinking of you/ and i´m missing you/and I can do nothing/to bring you back/ coz you´re part of the past/but the past´s coming back/it keeps coming back…/ I leave you messages/ I send you text messages/I call you up/you don´t pick up the phone/and I say hi in the street/whenever we get to meet/and you look so fine/you´ll always look fine/and i´ll never be alright/as long as you´re back/and you always come back/you keep coming back…
2. Nothing seems to matter at all
When all these feelings come/when all I need is cry/and all I feel inside/is coming tonite/when all these feelings come/when I am all alone/and nothing seems to matter at all/no, it don´t matter at all// I feel so fucking alone…/when all these feelings come/when no one´s by my side/and all I feel inside/begins to come out/when all these feelings come/when all I need is die/and nothing seems to matter no more/no it don´t matter no more/I feel so fucking alone…
3. Tiny piece of crap
when i came to this world/I had so many dreams/some of them now are real/some of them unfullfilled/then I started school/where I felt like a fool/then I started high school/where I met true love/and then you came around/you just got me down/but you couldn´t bring me down/coz let me tell you that you won´t stop me/you are not me/i´m not afraid anymore/I will let you go/you´re not the reason i´m here/there´s so many things/to live for/ ten years ago when I started my career/I never thought it would be/ a race against time/so many times being turned down/feeling so down/oh my, it was hard/but someone always got in my way/lighting my way/making me feel ok/and although you came around/you can´t get me down/you won´t bring me down//you´re just a subject in my life/a tiny piece of crap/some sand in the beach/a tear in the sea/a star in the sky/that don´t let me shine/although I am bright.
4. Just a nobody
You were nobody at the time I met you/you were nobody at the time I saw you/and I got nothing at the time I met you/coz you´re nobody/there´s nothing I owe you/and now I let myself believe/that you´re the only one I need/and now I let myself believe everything I need is here…/looked for nobody at the time I met you/and you meant nothing the first tiem I saw you/for you´re noboby/there´s nothing I owe you.
5. The air I breathe
You and I are alike/ we´ve the same taste for life/we´ve had one thing in mind/ever since we grew up together// and you´re all I really need, baby/you´re the air I breathe/you and I are alike/no matter how different we are/what goes on in our minds/all these feelings inside/we are one of a kind/no one has what we have, together.
6. Strange as the others
i´m just as strange as the others/don´t ask me, don’t bother/there ain´t no real problem, baby,/i´m just as strange as the others/I don´t care, it don´t matter, there ain´t no real problem, baby.
9. Instances of sadness
There will always be instances of loneliness in life/there will always be instances of sadness in my life/but I won´t always feel bad/I won´t always feel sad//there will always be cases of unhappiness in life/there will always be instances of madness in my life/but I won´t always feel that/I won´t always be mad/coz there are still so many people for me to find/there are still some hidden meanings for me to grasp/there are still so many moments remaining untouched//there are still so many people waiting for me to come/there are still so many things that I have to have/there are still so many memories that keep me alive…
10. Indispensable
When I was born/I carried nothing with me/there was nothing I could see/and thus I didn´t need a thing//then I moved on/I started having this feeling that I needed something/someone who could make me feel that I am here for real//but the truth i´m alone and there´s nothing I own…//no one and nothing´s indispensable/for me to lead a good life/for me to feel alright/ no one and nothing´s indispensable/what I have is not mine/what I lack I can find//as I grew up/there was some stuff that I´d seek/there were some folks around me/then I grew old/my belongings disappeared/there was no one next to me// and the truth i´m alone and there´s nothing I own…//no one and nothing´s indispensable/there´s nothing in this world that I can´t live without/ no one and nothing´s indispensable/when I leave this world, there´ll nothing i´ll own…
11. Nobody´s like you
How can I start a relationship if it´s not with you?/how can I start some new friendship if there it´s not you?/I find that everything I do/just leads me back to you//how come I got to deserve this? Life can´t be so cruel/how come I got in this mess? I´ve fallen in love with you/I know there´s many things to do/but I just can´t without you//coz nobody has your face/nobody has what you have/nobody´s like you/nobody has your taste/no one looks good in your name/nobody´s like you/why would I look for somebody if i´ve already found you? Why should I touch a new body if i´ve already found you?/I feel i´m just some goddamn fool/why can´t I stop thinking of you?/nobody has your skin/nobody has what you have/nobody´s like you/nobody is the same/no one I know made me laugh/nobody but you…
12. God must have had some better plan for me
God must have had some better plan for me/but ever since I came here, i´ve seemed to spoil everything/ God must have done some good things for me/and yet what I ever did was not worth it to me/and now´s the time…/and now is my time to change it it all…/ God must have had some good intentions for me/coz he created me and he put me down here/god must still have something that´s waiting for me/though everything around me don´t mean much to me…/and then He said: are you out of your fucking mind? Coz everything you say doesn´t seem to be right…
All songs written by Gustavo Díaz. 2009
13. Carousel (bonus track)
What I did/in the past/I just can´t/leave behind/every night I wake up/surrounded by the dark//all i´ve seen in my life/all the things I call mine/all I need/right now/is to be led/to the light.
Words by Gustavo Díaz
Music inspired by Duran Duran´s “Skin divers” and Ace of Base´s “Experience pearls”.
2009
viernes, 20 de marzo de 2009
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I feel I wanna cry, and I have no one "to hold me high and steal my pain"...
ResponderEliminarMy dear, your words really touched my soul... I could tell you lots of things, but you've just left me speechless...
Love,
Anyeles..
hi dear, nice to hear from you, though it´s painful to read that. anyways, life is painful sometimes and so it was at the time i wrote these songs. but they sound great! you just have to hear me!jaja see ya soon.
ResponderEliminarOh Couse I wanna listen to those songs!! But I've just lost a bet... (you know what I mean)..
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